actrice...異鄉人

"If I Ain't Got You"  -->MV

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

[Chorus:]
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah

Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me

[Chorus:]
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah

[Outro:]
If I ain't got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

       以前在讀美術的時候,隔壁的室友很喜歡艾莉西亞凱斯,常常聽到這一款鋼琴的旋律,不知不覺整個人就被帶出視線前方的畫面了.

       這幾天巴黎漸漸冷了起來,清晨四五點至多四五度,每當我還纏綿在溫暖的被窩中,耳際就是不停迴響著這一首曲子"If I Ain't Got You",
       很有趣的,過了這幾年直到今天,回去查她的歌詞意涵,還真覺得很適合整個時代的觀念,(只是不知道有幾個人聽的進去...)
       唉呀呀…花都魅影,常讓人喪失心志,迷神其中.請仔細聽這首歌,在想想平日的生活,你的生活中有什麼東西是極為必須的嗎?必須要到傾盪家產,或是縮衣節食去買一個明牌包包?!還記得凱莉(慾望城市的"蕭"大作家)他說她會跟她的高跟鞋結婚,卻在一次搬家找房過程中才發現自己花了上千元的錢買鞋,以至於租不起一間房....
       活著的意義,對我而言,“體會當下”就足夠了.像是現在天氣很冷,但是站在陽光下,曬曬腳,我就很滿足了,晚上關起窗,躲在被窩,喝熱可可,也很高興愉快,但並不需要去買一個 “名牌的火爐” 來裝飾門面….

        不知道我的身邊的朋友們了不了解為什麼我的衣櫃裡還有十多年前款式的褲子和上衣,看著古舊的花色和款式,混著木櫃的味道在衣料之中,這是收藏著過去,夏宇式的方法紀錄,把記憶穿在身上,讓我銘記著和人們相處的時光,珍惜著,撫摸著,嗅聞著,並且還滲入了我身體的氣味,貼身的記憶如影隨形,誰見到我下身的西裝褲,就知道,這樣的著裝屬於我的風格--記憶的戀影. 我不因為消費而被消費,我也不為了消費而買其他的標籤來證明包覆著我肉體的價值,唯讀記憶這麼一個專屬個人的私密櫃,在不同人的眼中各有解讀,然而這麼一個秘密領地卻是沒有幾人能夠體會的,令無需額外說明,它自會沉斂入氣質之中,也許,如是我們可私下推測嘉寶如此神秘的力量,說不定來自於她獨到的衣著與演技的配合.


PS改天再自唱把音檔po上...,感謝好友Eric的鼓勵,我又開始練歌了